My Daddy is going in for surgery on Friday and will most likely out of commission for a while. It’s a risky brain surgery and he might be in a coma for a while. He might not even survive but I don’t wanna think about that. He said he could have his brother watch me but his brother does really understand the lifestyle. I don’t do well on my own and can’t have a lot of independence.

First a bit about me then what I might need. My name is Mei ans I’m 18. I slip to about 1-3 and I really like to cuddle and just kinda be there when I’m little. Im just really clingy. I’m a musician ans really love to read in my free time. I dunno what else to say about myself. Oh oh I’m a system (I have DID) so you’d have to be ok with that.

I’d prefer someone local, it’d make a lot of things easier like checking up and stuff. I have a history of self harm especially when I’m really upset and anxious. I’ve been clean for a while but with Daddy gone and not well I dono what could happen. I’m really bad about remembering meals, I’m normally pretty good about water but I dono. I have meds I’m supposed to take but I usually just won’t cuz I don’t wanna but I really should. I have a shower schedule of Sunday Tuesday and Thursday but I stray from it when I have things like hair appointments and other things I need to shower for. I’ve been known to lie about meals so if it’s long distance then you might want to ask for photo proof that I ate. I have adhd, ocd, ptsd, anxiety, DID, ans a lot of panic attacks. (Please send me a star emoji when you first message me.) I spend most of the time like half little and very rarely am fully big. I love calls but only after I’m comfy with someone but I’ll do voice messages anytime. If you have any other questions please message me. I prefer to talk on discord and have a hard time with the Reddit messaging system. I have my discord in my bio if you want to just message me straight there.