I'm going to get right to the point. I am a very, very, very emotional and hurt little.

I have so much pain and trauma, and I cry a lot.

I am not looking for just a "daddy" I am looking for a legitimate, experienced Care Giver.

I left my toxic home because I couldn't take it anymore. I'm staying with a friend but they're making me leave ASAP.

I need a place to stay. But I cannot take care of myself. I need help! 😭 I need a care giver!

If you've responded to my past posts and we have unfinished dms, I'm sorry. I've been so emotional and so hurt. I can't concentrate on anything. I am a baby and I am so hurt.

I will travel anywhere in the USA, except Hawaii and Alaska, to be with the right care giver.

Oh my God, I need help. I need to be held. My emotional pain is too much to bare. I've been trying everything to cope, but even trying to sleep has been a challenge.

I cook, I clean, I give massages, I might get intimate if I can handle it, but right now I'm a mess!!!

Please don't come at me with harsh conditions like, "you have to wear this or do this for me." I'm not making this post because to be a sex slave, I'm making this post because I need a care giver who is is fully capable of taking care of a mentally ill little who cries a lot and can't handle the world on her own! 😭😭😭

I can't go back home because they're crazy and I was losing my mind! I was getting screamed at everyday just for existing. I can't handle loud voices or noises. I need someone soft and gentle, someone who I can trust, someone who won't hurt me. I'm crying right now typing this.

I've reached out to friends, I've reached out to friends I haven't talked to in years, I had plans and they've all fallen through.

I just need someone who will treat me with respect and unconditional love. I need someone who will hold me all night long as I cry and cry and cry. Even if I have horrible moodswings. Even if all I can do is cook and clean and color pictures to try to soothe my anxiety!!! And even that is a lot for me to handle!

Please don't tell me to go to therapy. I have been to therapy since I was a kid. The problem was my home life and it messed me up so badly!

Right now, what I need is to be loved and cared for! Not 45 minutes in a doctor's office once a week, just to go back home to chaos and hell!!!

I've tried therapy, I've tried medications, I've tried herbal remedies, I've tried edibles, I've tried home cooked meals, I've tried morning walks, I've tried medication, I've tried praying, and it's only got me crying and making a post on Reddit.

So many guys dm me saying I have to have sex with them or do this, or do that... I need someone to treat me with love and help me!!! 😭😭😭

I'm losing my mind and I need someone to hold me!!!

I thought this was a cgl community, not a sex one. I'M SORRY IF I HAVEN'T REPLIED!!! I'm overwhelmed everyday... I'm crying everyday... I'm panicking everyday... Even just washing the dishes has been an emotional challenge...

I'm not ok. I need someone who will make me feel safe.