What am I looking for in the specified form?

-> In this form, I am specifically looking for someone within the cgl community who is interested in forming a deep connection with me, which can form into a dynamic over time. I am hoping that this friendship can develop into something deeper over time, though it doesn't have to. I am still getting over past relationships, and my anxiety can be a challenge, but I am hopeful that I can find someone who will be patient and understanding with me.
You can be a switch with caregiver lean or just feel caregiver for a possible dynamic wise. I'm fine with any other role as friendships.

Hello! Here is the very geeky loving pc gaming, specifically simulations, switch bean.
I am called Rylan online, though my real name is Madison. I live in South Carolina, and I am 23 years old. I am non-binary, though I was assigned female at birth. My pronouns are they/any. I am demiromantic greysexual. I am polyflexible, though with the right person, I can rather monogamous. I have mixed skin, and I am 5'4" tall. I have curly hair and dark brown eyes that lighten up in the light. My body is asymmetrical, with one side being slightly longer than the other. I also have major scoliosis. I vape, but not a lot. I don't drink unless with people that I am close with, though that would be rare.
I have a light voice and look/sound like a child. I sometimes hate my voice because it makes me feel immature. I have a light sense of humor and like to laugh a lot. I am a somewhat people pleaser and like to please others even if it means going out of my comfort zone. I work for a living as a service leader at Chipotle. I have a little bit of college experience, but I am a high school graduate. I have dyslexia and a terrible memory. I am diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and dissociative identity disorder. This is just a little warning if I seem distant or out of it at times.

For My Personal Hobbies....
I love the supernatural! I've always been fascinated by the idea of creatures like werewolves, vampires, and ghosts. I love to read books and watch movies about them, and I even enjoy role-playing games where I can pretend to be one of these creatures. I think it's so interesting to explore the different ways that people have imagined these creatures over time, and I love to create my own stories about them.
I also enjoy coloring. It's a great way to relax and de-stress. I like to use different colors and patterns to create unique and interesting designs. I also enjoy listening to a variety of different types of music, from classical to rock to pop. I find that music can be a great way to express my emotions and to connect with others.
I'm also interested in learning about human psychology. I find it fascinating to understand how people think and behave, and I believe that this knowledge can help me to better understand myself and others. I enjoy reading books and articles about psychology, and I also enjoy watching documentaries and TV shows about the subject.
Finally, I enjoy watching true crime, YouTube videos, movies, and TV shows. I find these forms of entertainment to be both entertaining and educational. I enjoy learning about real-life crimes and mysteries, and I also enjoy watching fictional stories about crime and suspense.

Cool! Now we are over that mountain...
I'm looking for a long-term dynamic relationship with someone who can be a supportive friend and understand that I have trauma in certain areas. I'm looking for someone who is patient, understanding, and non-judgmental. I want someone who will be there for me as I open up about my experiences and help me process my emotions from a friend's point of view rather than a therapist's.
I'm also looking for someone who is supportive and understanding of my needs. I've been through a lot in my life, and I have a lot of baggage. I'm not perfect, and I know that I will make mistakes. I'm looking for someone who can see that in me and who can help me heal and grow. If you are interested in being my friend, please reach out to me. I would love to get to know you better.
I am a soft little and a caretaker on both sides. I just prefer someone to come and talk to me and spend time with me. My little age is 1-4 years old, though I want to see if I am willing to be younger or pinpoint my actual regressed age!
I use my little space for both age regression and something that I am into as a form of a dynamic.

Once again, I don't want to jump right into a romantic relationship, though I prefer development in such deep relationships. It is a plus if you are a gamer, though not a requirement. I am fine with voice calls and sitting on the phone as long as I'm not busy!

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You can start the conversation with a paragraph or few about yourself, and we'll see if we click?