not having found a daddy/mommy in meatspace, and eager not to keep hiding myself from all the people i'm closest to, i figured i might as well try my luck here — even if it leads to a ldr of some sort!😄

i'm a trans girl in her early thirties, several years on hrt. i'm sort of polyamorous, but i currently have no main partner and am not in love. i identify as a little and a pet, and would love to be in a relationship with someone who acknowledges both these sides of me with as much sweetness as severity. in a relationship i like to be regressed during at least most of our private time, and can be either a little or a middle. i like feeling cute, protected and cared for.🫶 i'm autistic and i feel like it blends in a lot with my littleness, especially because the whole world feels so scary without a mentor and protector.

i also have a big intellectual side — literary fiction, weird cinema, philosophy, some science and maths — that is both my profession and the basis for most of my hobbies, and i would really like to share some of it with my caregiver, although i suppose that's not the main thing.

in my little space i like being dressed up, washed, held, spoonfed; i like playing little games and watching cartoons and not having to worry about anything 🍼🌻🦋; but i also like being disciplined and having a tutor to help me along in life. in my petspace i like being petted, fed from a bowl, being trained, sleeping at your feet and feeling that tug on my leash. i'm usually a kitten 🐱 (there are leashed kittens!!), but i enjoy being other animals too. none of this is roleplay to me — it's an expression of my personality, of a side of it that can't often come out: i don't play kitten or baby girl, i play human woman (with varying levels of success)!🤓

i'm not opposed to mixing this with sexuality if that's your preference, and when it comes to that i'm as kinky as they come. exclusively bottom, subby as subby goes, masochistic and always willing to try out new things. ropes make me feel comfortedn, and a certain degree of violence can make me feel desired. but if you feel like this is starting to drift away from what you're looking for, i'd be more than happy to just allow myself to express my natural innocence and sweetness. 🎀💖

for short, there's not much i'm closed off to and there's a whole damn lot i really enjoy. i want a real connection between real people, and if possible i'd like to meet at least occasionally.🥰

xoxo for now!!👋