I used to be able to Dom. I used to be able to act like a master, a Daddy, a... Caregiver. Now I'm nothing but a broken, scared little boy. All my walls came crashing down; I'm left here, sulking in the rubble I created.
Why am I on reddit, why am I on this subreddit? Do I want a Mommy or something similar? I don't know. I'm not thinking straight, my thoughts are beyond scattered, as far from rational as could be.
I think... I think what I want, is a chance? Affirmation, affection? A fucking hug, a pat on the back? Maybe just: "Good job, I'm proud of you?"
I'll just end this here. I've rambled enough. If you read this far, thank you, I'm sorry, and I hope 2024 is an amazing year for every single one of you.
Basically repeating my previous post. It'll be the last time at least for a good long while, whether I get any messages or not, made a friend so I'm happy. Again, I hope 2024 is an amazing year for all of you <3
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