Hello everyone. I've posted here a few times but haven't been able to find what I am looking for, so this is my last try😅

I'm looking for someone with who I can fall in love with, who can be my rock and build a genuine, caring, healthy, romantic but -very- kinky long term relationship.

About me: Vanilla life: I'm a 29 year old Latina, bilingual, lawyer, turned baker, turned spicy content creator for ... the blue logo page. I am Chubby/BBW, around 190lbs, partly blonde, wears glasses (please, if you are the type to ghost after checking my picture/how I look like, abstain from messaging, thank you 😊). And I live in Venezuela/South America.

For the sake of being honest, I'll admit that I am going through a bit of a professional rut. I had a very... toxic job for a few years, and it left me lost, anxious, and depressed, not really knowing what to make of myself moving forward, as to why I need someone who can handle and respect that part of me.

For SFW habits, like baking, cooking, getting back into reading, writing stories, watching political panels, Formula 1, and fashion. And by fashion, I mean Lingerie.

I am kind, caring, sweet, kinda innocent, devoted, funny, smart, educated, hard-working, and driven (when I'm not depressed and drowning in anxiety, of course 😅)

Sexual aspect: I wish to explore my submissive side. See what happens when I let loose of the tight control I keep on my emotions, and give in to my wildest desires. I wish to be so throughrolly mindfucked, in a sense that I just think about you, and servicing your cock (on the hours we are not adulting, of course).

I'm a complete submissive, and devoted slut for someone who gains my trust. For someone who can provide care, structure, attention, rules, schedules and compliments my life, both sexually and non-sexually.

For kinks, I'll admit I am quite inexperienced, but I'd like to try: free-use, spankings, anal, voyeurism, exhibitionism, public play, group play, etc. I'd also mention that I'm bi-curious, so, anything involving girls is a turn-on.

About you: - Must be 30,

• SINGLE (please abstain if you are younger, or in any sort of relationship);

• Be communicative: I need someone who's open and talkative. Who knows how to communicate his feelings or thoughts. Even if it is to reject me because you were not attracted to me. I am a big girl, and I can take being said no to. Please don't ghost. It is not nice. Thank you very much 😅.

• Looking for a monogamous, long-term thing, preferredly online, but hopeful to transition into relocating or travelling to meet in the middle in the long run;

• Must have experience into helping someone figure their "place" in kink/bdsm, even in life in general😅. So, must be disciplined and likes rules, schedules and such;

• With a stable job or career (or at least working towards one), but with enough time or availability to hang out, and do phone calls or video calls in due time: if you are the type to ghost/stop messaging whenever you get busy, please also abstain from messaging 😅.

• Hopefully be knowledgeable of business enough to help me with my enterprises (although this is not a requirement, just something extra 😅);

• Be okay with me being a ... Spicy creator is a must! It's a part of my life by now, and I look for someone who's supportive of it, and would like to eventually participate if that is of your liking, or to help with ideas for new content, planning, etc;

• Fun, patient, likes deep conversations about life. Likes Formula 1. Or can teach me about American Football. Curious. Can withstand listening to, and hearing me talk about Taylor Swift 24/7😅. And likes baked goods!

So hopefully someone will take the bait.