I'm a trans girl and little living in GA. I broke up with my last long-term caregiver about a year ago after the relationship became toxic and I've been really struggling since then. I've been in and out of relationships and haven't been able to find a new caregiver that can handle my littlespace issues, so here I am.
I live with a lot of neglect issues and trauma from both my parents and that person. I'm doing well in life, I just started my career and am living comfortably, I'm two years into my transition and for the most part I'm actually pretty stable. It's just that at night when I want to be little and feel happy and fuzzy I tend to fall apart.
I want a caregiver that can handle a needy little. I want someone who won't get mad at me when I cry a lot. I want someone that'll bring me my paci and rattle and stuffies and hold me until it's all okay. At night when I'm tired I start regressing regardless of if I want to or not. Since my regression age is around 2, this can be really stressful and scary.
During the day, I'm loving and fun to be around. I like rollerskating, playing video games with friends, reading, shopping and getting really drunk at parties. I spend a lot of time in Atlanta and I'm always looking for something new to do. It's just that bedtime is always hard for me.
Ideally I'd like something long-term and irl with a caregiver/partner that can come to feel like a parent to me. That said, I'm open to something online or temporary as well, I just need someone who's happy to take care of me at night.
Feel free to DM me if you're open to this, I know it's a lot
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