Hi besties Im panini, am 25 MtF but still a boy i guess around my family and irl because they dont know that I don't feel like I was born the right gender and am a smol girl at heart hehe. I just went through a tragic one sided breakup and made the dumb mistake of focusing all of my social life and love and attention on that person for over 4 years and now I'm alone atm and wanting to get better an fix myself and meet new people and love someone again.. Sorta scary writing this post because am 25 and I planned on that being my last relationship for my life and now I feel a bit too old and damaged to be searching but I know I gotta try so am trying :DDD

I'm really active on discord (all day) and thats my main form of communication because Im on my pc or phone a lot :3 Am super insecure about a few things buh generally pretty open and lookin to find friends / someone who will understand an be okie to take things a bit slower than maybe usual and understand my situation of hiding this side of myself from basically everyone IRL. Am 5'10 ish an 117lbs (unhealthy I know I jus started to eat better an fitness stuffs to look cuter so it'll be better soon)

I'm lookin for someone who I can relate to an is sweet and caring and understanding and willing to deal with some of my insecurities an flaws!!

I enjoy lots of stuff, girly stuff smol stuff, but my favorite hobbies in life are really I guess like games (WoW, LoL sometimes rarely, MMOs, toontown, sports games, sports in general IRL go lions and celtics :3) Sorta boyish stuff but I feel like that would make it easier for a big and a little to connect sometimes.

Anyways ty for reading just DM me for my discord if you wanna talk an sorry for sort of a sad topic I might've missed a lot of stuff cuz am sorta broken tryna be strong an fix myself! Ty besties!!

Also lookin for any nice happy cgl discord places to make friends an be happy too!! C: