Potential little boy looking for someone with a heart for teaching and guiding, with a lot of patience. I've lurked a lot on subreddits and Tumblrs and am really envious of the peace that people seem to find from regressing. I've been coloring and cuddling my stuffies and listening to soundtracks from childhood movies, but even if I relax, I never truly let go of my big worries. Other littles and age regressors have said that having their CG around makes it easier to let go, and I am hopeful that might be the case for me.
Relatedly, I've had a hard time figuing out what age I would ideally be regressing to. I'm neurodivergent in some way - I'm being officially tested in November for autism though I've done a ton of research myself and believe the diagnosis fits - and often when I think back about my childhood I wish I'd never learned to talk, because then someone would have realized something was wrong and maybe helped me, instead of leaving me confused and constantly feeling "wrong." At the end of the work day I often feel as though I am "out of words", as if I've used a preset quota. At the same time I don't think my little age is younger than a toddler, probably closer to 5; I haven't found any interest in wearing diapers ever.
Lastly this would be a platonic relationship. Not only am I asexual, but I've found my life partner who I live with. We have had serious discussions about ENM and he supports me (as well as supporting my search for guidance to getting in touch with my 'little' side), though I'm so introverted I haven't had the opportunity to explore what a QPR or anything else would look like in practice.
Thank you for reading, and if you know of somewhere more appropriate for me to post this, please let me know!
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