(Crosspost from abdlpersonals 🥴)

hi hello! i’m a 19yo college student in connecticut. i’m not sure how long i’ve been a little/regressor/abdl/whateverthefuck for, but it’s been a part of me for awhile. i’m looking for a potential partner and caregiver! Apologies in advance for the looooong post x(

after a difficult breakup and time to reflect, i think i’m ready to try things again. but first! a bit about me!

i’m born and raised in connecticut! i’m 5’5, curvy with a little chub (like 160 pounds i think? idk im trying to loose some xD), short brown hair and brown eyes. i love cute fashion and usually wear the color pink, it’s my favorite! i looove writing stories and fanfictions (dont judge me), drawing, and playing video games! some of my favorite games are splatoon, pokemon, fire emblem, and other jrpgs! i also am a huge fan of vocaloid music! kaito is my favorite vocaloid and my favorite character overall, i have a dollie of him and some plushies! some other things i like are anime dolls, manga, comedy, character design, birdwatching, and photography!

i should preface that i am autistic and also have adhd anxiety! i’m often very sensitive and may behave in ways that are strange, im very sorry in advance! i am easily overwhelmed and tend to need lots of time by myself, or need to be nonverbal for a bit. i take a little bit to warm up to people and trust them due to past trauma surrounding relationships, so please be patient with me! but enough of the edgy stuff!!! i like to think im very creative and have lots of empathy… too much sometimes, haha! i am very much a child at heart, but i also know when it’s time to be serious and when to be an adult to get things done. i am currently getting my BFA to be a video game designer or media marketing stuff! college is very stressful so bear with me on that regard;;; but uh… Go Huskies! i’m sure you can guess what school i go to from that xD

about little me? my little age is very smol. babey. It ranges but usually i am less verbal and like things such as pacifiers, plushies, and sensory toys! i have a plush dragon that has a little rattle inside that i love very much I like coloring, gaming, playing with toys or dressing up my dollie when i’m little! and, yes, i do enjoy diapers and pull-ups! i am VERY okay with wetting, but messing is… eeehhh… never done it, MAYBE will try it someday? seems like a huge hassle haha;;; i also love snuggles and quiet time with a caregiver. the thought of a caregiver quietly watching me play from a distance and fawn over me really makes me squeal! i also tend to be SUPER sensitive when little and can be a huge crybaby. I may have meltdowns or big cries over the smallest things! sorry about that, haha…

as for sexual things? well. i’m under the asexual umbrella. i do not often experience arousal, but when i do it is often brief. i have extreme anxiety and so sexual encounters with other people is difficult for me and I have never been able to orgasm around someone, even on the phone. penetration/insertions is not something i enjoy, i find it uncomfortable and overwhelms me easily. i do like having alone time with a vibrator and find diapers to be arousing to me at times, but it’s hard to say if i can be sexual with another person regularly. however i do like pleasing people, i’m not opposed to occasional oral or dry sex/humping/outercourse, but any sort of touching or sexual conversation without my consent is a NO. i tend to be behaved when little, but i’m okay with a little spanking or time-outs. all i ask for is consent, consent, consent. i am a victim of sexual trauma. i’m fine with my potential partner seeking out sex partners to fill the gap! as long as our relationship stays the same. if you have any questions about any of this, feel free to ask! :D communication is key to a healthy relationship.

as for what i am looking for, i’m looking for someone in the same age range as me (18-24), idk if im comfy with anyone over 25 currently, but shoot your shot if you really think we are compatible! looking for someone who has at least somewhat healthy build, i don’t mind you being super skinny or not super muscular. I’m a little chubby myself, i totally get it! XD but as long as you look healthy it shouldn’t be an issue. i’m not as picky about looks, what i really care about is personality. transmales and masc enbies are also welcome, as long as you are masculine presenting! i am attracted to masculinity! :3 i do ask that we both share some photos of ourselves, hope that’s okay!

i’m looking for someone calm, patient, gentle, and understanding of my needs. i like playfulness too, i’ve been told i have a fun laugh! i want someone who can respect that i need space at times, and that sometimes my emotions may be irregular. i am a work in progress that needs time, love, and cuddles. i would like someone who is either in college or has a stable career. i like people who are open about their vulnerable side. as much as you care for me, i want to be there for you too! i’m always open to listen about you and what you love too. people who are loud and overbearing tend to overwhelm me, and i want someone who knows when to be silly and when to be serious. i want to take things slow and get to know each other first and keep things platonic for awhile. i like things to progress naturally, as I hate being forced into anything.

i’m fine with you wearing diapers too, but please note i am not a caregiver or a mommy by any means and will not ever be. i’m also not really sure if i’m comfy with you messing if you DO wear. sorry! >_<

i would prefer to meet someone in my general area of ct/new england, but long distance is totally fine too, as long as we get to text/call/video call often!

i love cute dates like going to the mall, arcade or zoo or just going out to eat! i love hanging out with my friends too, and you’re welcome to join in when possible!

at the end of the day, I just want someone who will hold me and rock me as i cry in their arms, i want someone who i can laugh with over cat memes, i want someone who can play games with me at the arcade. i want soft, gentle love. not something driven by lust.

if you’ve made it this far, be sure to include a HEART EMOJI of your favorite color in your first message to me! thank you so much for reading all my rambling, Have a good one :D