Hi! I'm really hoping to find someone I can find comfort, safety, and mutual happiness with. I struggle with bpd among other things, and life is very painful for me sometimes. But I also care deeply about people and want to offer my support and care too. I also might not mind switching roles sometimes for the right person.

As much as I'd like a cg/l dynamic to be present, I know it's not the only thing that matters to me. I'd really like someone to share some interests and do things with. I enjoy writing and music a lot. Physical activities that bring me into nature like hiking are lovely too. I'd really love to play video games or watch things together. I also like the idea of playing games in Tabletop Simulator.

I haven't been able to fully explore my little side, but there are a few things I really like. I do like both sexual and nonsexual elements. Role play is really fun as a way to experience things when distance is involved. I'd love them even more irl one day. I like lots of praise and affection. I also like being punished for my brattiness. It feels very special when I get to share or explore my interests or natural curiosity with my caregiver. Especially things like Pokemon or dinos or space. On the sexual side, I get very embarrassed and aroused by being treated this way. It's fun pretending to resist being regressed and getting off to the humiliation and pleasure. I'm also extremely kinky in plenty of other ways, and definitely a switch overall (but I do like a lot of care).

Okay, what else...? I think I'm anxious around people in general, but I really love spending time with someone I care about. I definitely can get clingy, yet I know that life demands a certain amount of attention. That's true for me too. Still, I like spending plenty of time together when possible. I'm interested in personality above all else, but I'm happy to compliment physical aspects. Communication is extremely important to me, as is compassion. I do think it's important to get to know someone enough before jumping into anything, so I'd like to take it reasonably slow in that regard. Warmth and a sense of humor are very much appreciated. Feel free to message!