Please do not contact if you're just offering friendship, I am looking for a romantic connection. If you've never done or cannot do an LDR, do not reply. This will start as an LDR first. Pics in profile. I'm in California, USA.

I want a committed relationship where he is my bf and Daddy dom though I am not in any rush.

I'm dealing with the lost of my mom (she died September, 2022) , self doubt, self worth and a bunch more but I'm trying and I need someone to hold my hand metaphorically ( to begin with) and love me. I am undergoing dailysis for kidney failure as well. I have a mild case of cerbal palsy so I do not drive either. I cannot change these things but they do not define me. However, if this is a deal breaker, no hard feelings move along.

I want someone who will spend time with me. Make a conscious effort amd communicate with me. There's no point in wasting each others time. If you are interested show me by interacting with me on a daily basis. If you give me the same effort I give you, I will see you actually appreciate me. I do require voice calls so if that hard for you, sorry. It will start long distance and become in real life.

I'm very interested in UK guys, English in particular. I do ❤️ the southern accents but every accent is unique. I'm looking for something serious, please don't waste time. I'm a demisexual so I require a connection first and even though I flirt it's not all about sex for me. Please single men only. No married men, and be open to LDR commitment. Voice calls are a must in time.

Please be dieases and drug free.

I'm not looking to fill the voids of happiness. I just want someone who understands I'm shrouded in darkness and hell and although I'm surviving, he won't be afraid of offering me his hand and walking blindly with me to give me more comfort and strength.

Please understand that I move slow. Don't waste my time if you do not want to wait. I want long term commitment.

When I have time I love to read and write scifi, fantasy fiction, and paranormal. I'm an aspiring writer with a book on the horizon. I love to listen to music of all kinds, but Taylor Swift and nerdcore rap with artists like Rustage, Shwbadi, and Connor Quest ❤ are my guilty pleasure. I love to have someone to watch tv shows, anime, cdramas, and movies with and then talk about them. I'm looking for a caregiver who will be encouraging, consistent, caring, and communitive before sexual.

To sum it up

What I am looking for: - Single, unmarried men ages 23 and up but younger than me (UK preferred but not required) - Be mature - Be emotional avaliable for a commited relationship - Be confident, but not arrogant - Be dominant (Daddy or Caregiver) - Be respectful of my boundaries - Be able to hold a conversation - Be able to have virtual dates like watching things together - Be able to do a LDR (long distance relationship) - Be drug and disease free

Things I absolutely require: - Consistency - Communication - Treating me with respect - Voice calls

Things you need to know about me before messaging: - I'm 39. - I'm on dailysis . I have treatment 3x a week. I will not explain what this is anymore, please google. - I have cirrhosis which is treated with a procedure called parascentis, 1x week. - I have cerebral palsy, I do not drive. - I do not work right now. - I use a walker and a wheelchair so that I do not fall and hurt myself more. - I'm still mourning the loss of my mom. - I am tired of being asked to show my sexual side right away, I will not tolerate that. - Do not use pet names with me unless we have agreed on it. - I am a very private person, if it is not public or I do not wish to share, I will not. - I have self image issues and will not be sharing pictures at are not posted on my profile. Do not ask for special treatment. - I like to read and write fantsy fiction, scifi and paranormal (publishing a book soon) - I enjoy music of all kinds with Taylor Swift and nercore rap as favorites. ❤️ Rustage and Connor Quest - I love watching tv, movies, anime and cdramas and discussing it. - I hate repeating myself.

Things that do help: - Having a Southern English accent ( I adore them) - Wearing suits (so sexy😍) - Tatoos (sexy) - Being paitent - Putting in effort - Being respectful

Please send me a chat. Thanks ❤️