Hii everyone

First n foremost I have serious mental health challenges which leave me pretty dibilitated most days. I work part time and will likely never be able to work full-time. I tried it for 2 years and it resulted in 45 pounds and my social life depleting and my house being a disaster. I just don't have the gas in my tank to work full time and take care of myself and more. Now that I have more time and less stress, I'm able to focus on shedding those pounds, and taking care of myself, apartment, and relationships better. But I still kinda suck at it. Help!!

What I'm looking for:

I'm looking for a friend and partner as well as caretaker. This means sexual as well as vanilla compatibility.

If you're long distance, that's fine! please be able to be avilible for EST (I'm in Kitchener fyi)

Caretaker wise

• I process emotions a lot better with someone. I need some I can feel things through with and complain to in order to shake my head back into place and get shit done! A sounding board. This is the most important part for you to fill! So please be confident in your ability to give emotional support long term.

• I like some guidance with setting goals day to day

• I like working together to set rules that benefit us both (sexual and non sexual)

• And with those rules can come the punishments/funishments

• you're a natural caretaker, not faking it!

As it's hard enough for me to get stuff done already, a hard limit is no punishments for failing to do day to day goals. I need flexibility there and trust that I do the best I can.

About meeee

Im a pretty big homebody, I like big brother, Disney, and psychological thrillers. I like some video games (I have a PS4 so multiplayer games would be so fun!) I like to read a lot about psychology and trauma work. If you know about some stuff about that, that's huge green flags for me! I like going for walks, bike rides, and yoga. I also bought a mini trampoline recently for more somatic work hehe. I'm a leftist but have a complex relationship with it and my affinity for power exchange being one of my biggest kinks. I like rock music and have an alt style. As mentioned in a BBW and working on it but it's a slow battle.

Long distance we can stay online or hope for more. I'm open to relocating eventually but ya EST ish pleaseee

Um final notes I'm a needy baby who isn't looking for a short term flame, but wanting to put in the work for something long term.