Status: Open!!

Hello! Here is the very geeky loving pc gaming specifically simulations, switch bean. I am called Rylan online, though I am called Madison irl. I live in South Carolina! I am 22 year old. I am non-binary, though I am of course a female at birth. My pronouns are they/any! I am demiromantic greysexual. I am mixed skin with the height of 5'4. I have curly hair and dark brown eyes that lighten up when in lighting. My body is cm off from my left to right and I have almost major scoliosis. I vape, but not a lot. I don't drink unless with people that I am close with, though that would be rare. I have a light voice and look/sound like I am a child I at times hate my voice. I have a light sense of humor and like to laugh a lot. I am a somewhat person pleaser and like to please others even if something I am out of my comfort zone. I work for a living, and a service leader at a chipotle. I have little bit of college experience, though I am an highschooler graduate. I have dyslexia and terrible memory. I am diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, and dissociative identity disorder. I'm pretty terrible at remembering to keep up with things. Plus I feel anxious when I continuously message people.

For my hobbies!

I love pc gaming specify playing simulations. I am really into American Truck Sim or Dino games! I am a writer and a role-player. I am pretty literate with my roleplay and love to make stories with other people. I love listening to music, and I used to play instruments when I was in highschool. I love genres with like a meaningful lyrics or music with a nice beat/tone to it, though that would be about anything really. I do cook when I am working, and I bake things when I am home, I live with my second 'family' while I try to look for my own place or at least a car. I love researching about random stuff. Learning human physiology/psychology as of late to help with my mental health and understand others better! I watch stuff like YouTube videos, true crime documentaries, and stuff like that.

Cool! Now we are over that mountain...

I am looking to develop a long term playmate/friendship with someone preferably a little/little switch lean though I am fine with giving caregivers advice on things -! I am looking for someone understands that I have trauma and that I'm rather shy opening up to people. I dissociate a lot lately and been looking for someone to simply chat with and to direct my mind onto something else. I would really like friends! Online or irl is alright! It is a plus if you are gamer, though not a requirement. I am fine with voice calls and sitting on the phone as long as I'm not busy! Hints away at work.