First of all let me preface this by saying I do not identify as poly, and I would prefer a closed and monogamous relationship.

That is not currently my situation, but it is the ideal situation for me.

I do not wish to bash my current relationship, but I need more than it can give me in terms of attention, understanding, affection.

If you think we might get along after reading my entire post, send me a message and let us chat. Please don't send a single word, put some effort into your response. A good first impression goes such a long way!

I am not perfect by any means. I have flaws, personality and physical as we all do. For starters I am bipolar, I have fibromyalgia, I quite enjoy cannabis, I have a temper. I am obese (this is where you lose most folks), but I still function as a human and have the same desires we all do of course.

On a positive note, I am affectionate and caring, I love to give and mother things. I have 2 dogs and 2 cats, I would love children. Someday I'd love to have a small hobby farm, but that seems so very far off.

Ideally you are; taller than my 5'6", older than my 35 years but probably no older than 50. Stable financially, I rent but I make decent money even if I dislike my job. I am not a super picky person, but I'd love to not be micromanaged and told everything I do is wrong?

I'm interested in learning and reading, homesteading learning, watching YouTube videos about farm life and hatching chicks of all types, conception/birth/development, marine biology and anything ocean.. I love to game, watch movies and TV shows.. would love to go see some stand-up!

Littlespace wise I am 4-14. I enjoy pacis and onesies but also being a big girl at times. I like stuffies and cute things, cartoons and Ghibli movies.. the zoo and adventuring with my caregiver..

I want to fall asleep with someone to talk to, or have somewhere I can feel at peace. I currently live with a partner who I am reliant on for financial reasons but there doesn't seem to be much love here. I feel neglected for internet strangers and to be honest I'm not interested in competing with others for love, affection and attention.