Last night I finally called him daddy!! I have been dying to do it and going over and over and over in my head trying to work up the courage. Last night as I suckled on him he began to put his hand in my hair and rather then the usual patting and caressing my hair he was starting to guide me, I knew that meant he wanted me to take him all the way. I did and I deep throated him with such little effort, he asked if I wanted a midnight snack, to which I responded yes please… he finished deep in my throat and I didn’t even move off of him after, I just help him and let him go soft before I started to suckle again. After a few minutes I was getting sleepy and I said “thank you for my snack Daddy” and I got butterflies!!! He responded and said “I’m glad you enjoyed”

Eeekkk I finally did it 🥰 I can’t even explain the way I feel in the evening, getting ready and winding down with him I always feel so submissive, and using him as my paci I feel so safe and cared for. I’m so happy I want to cry