Still in search of a CG. I'm here to vent as I just ended the getting to know each other part with another one.

Is it bad that I want to be able to talk more than once every three hours or so? That I want to matter to someone? I feel so... discarded. I already have trouble not thinking I'm bothering the people I talk to, but damn. I don't want to be an afterthought, a pet that you remember to give some food to when the timer rings.

I understand, of course I understand that it's only been days, but... If I'm already feeling like this now, what then? Will it get better? What if it gets worse? Do I just resign myself to feeling this dispensable, like I'm stranded at sea and I can't find even a raft or something to just rest for a moment?

Like looking for a home but learning you can only rent one of the bedrooms, and only a couple hours per day at that.