Repeating this post because the other one I made last night got deleted and I don't even know why, since I'm just asking for advice... Maybe it was a bot because it had "ad" in the title? I don't know, but anyway.

I've been looking for a CG but it didn't go as I expected. I've made a form and shared it here, but now I'm... stuck. I've tried chatting with some CGs that replied to my previous ads but, of those that didn't weird me out (apologies for saying this if any CGs read it, but yeah, some of you did weird me out), most conversations have dwindled into silence. There's only one I'm still talking to that is also slowly going quiet and I feel like I'm not worth anyone's time. I want to try again, I do, but what if the next one goes quiet too? I feel like I'm inducing them to ghost me but I don't have anything to say. I keep thinking "what if they're busy/what if they think I'm stupid" for talking about the most inane things ever...

I got advice on the deleted post that I should just post another ad with my form in it and refuse all communication unless they complete it. I think it's valid, since my anxiety stems mostly from interacting with strangers. It's always so awkward, so forced. What to do?