I haven't posted here in a while because I've been on my last semester of school before student teaching. I've been working so hard, but I'm not even sure I'm going to pass all of my classes or if I'll get into student teaching (because you have to pass a big test and be approved).. All I want to do is make art and music lately. Not to mention that I'm disabled and I'm not even sure I can do student teaching.. it's harder than a full time job. I feel like I'm experiencing a quarter life crisis, and like I have absolutely no time for being little.. on top of being flat out depressed :/ I feel like I should just try my best to finish.. if I don't pass I'll take those classes again.. and then maybe I'll be a paraprofessional instead of a teacher :(