I’m out of, or almost out of, several things I take that help me feel slightly less terrible. Today I’m crashing from being out of things, and tomorrow I’ll be out of more. And more. I don’t have any money or income and it’s going to be like a domino effect until I’m incapacitated again. I’m panicking.

I know a lot of us here struggle with this sort of thing, so just needed to reach out for emotional support about it.

I feel physically and emotionally worse than my usual baseline already, and I’m scared.

Edit to add: An extremely kindhearted and generous person has helped me for the time being. I can’t thank them enough, or this group for your support. Thank you.