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Bad crashes bring bad thoughts
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TW: Upsetting, self-harm, death, s*cide

Such a bad crash right now that I’m having end of life thoughts. Every cell in my body is screaming with pain and exhaustion, and no end in sight.

It’s been 18 years and I’ve only gotten worse. I can’t even have sex with my partner anymore without crashing in the middle.

When do I draw the line? When is quality of life gone so far from my reality that I decided enough is enough? When do I give up this torturous hope that I might find something that makes me even a little bit better?

How do you keep going?

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