I’m 19M 5’10 I’m skinny and have somewhat of a juicy ass lol. Once I turned 18 I made a Grindr account and posted a good pic of my ass in a white thong as my profile pic. I got flooded with messages I got a ton of older men which I’m into around 30-50 muscular well built. I was always too afraid to meet up also because I’ve been a closeted sissy for about almost two years now and just meeting someone terrified me. I got on the app one day and I was very very horny I was riding my dildo but I was so horny for the real thing. This guy we’ll call him J messaged me 29M he’s in the Navy muscular with a 7 inch cock. We talked for a while exchanged pics, the way he was complimenting my body made me feel so feminine and sexy I wanted this man inside me so bad!! He sent me his address it was only 20 minutes away. I got ready put on a sexy one piece that’s a g string in the back and some sweats and a t shirt over. On the way to his place I was feeling nervous and horny at that same time. I park by his place and once I’m outside his door I text him and there he is in a tank top and shorts. He invites me in we sit on the couch talk for a bit I can tell he was nervous as well. I break the ice and tell him if he wants to go to his bedroom and he takes me there. I told him I’m wearing something under and I started to undress myself. He sees the lingerie and starts to makeout with me grabbing my ass I felt so girly. He gets naked throws me on the bed and starts eating my ass holy fuck this man knew how to eat ass he had me moaning like a slut it felt so goooood. We get into a 69 position and I start sucking his dick and his big balls while he’s devouring my tight little hole. We were doing that for about ten minutes and then he puts me in missionary, he was rubbing his cock on my hole with no condom and I asked him to put one on but he said “yea hold on” he continues to rub his dick on my hole until he pushed it in slowly still with no condom but at this point I didn’t even care it felt so good he was fucking me slowly then picked up the pace I was moaning like a little bitch he was calling me names like “slut” “bitch” “sissy” “fag” I loved it he honestly had me obsessed. He got on me in doggy position and that’s when I knew i was meant to be a sissy slut. I felt his dick in my stomach he was pulling my hair “take it you fucking faggot” all i could say was “yes daddy”. We fucked for a good 30 minutes or a bit more and he ended up cumming all over my ass I was dead after that. We got cleaned up after talked for a bit then I left. Once I got in my car I got so horny again I wanted to go back to his house but I just left home. I haven’t seen him in months almost a year but he hit me up on snap not too long ago so I might be going back to his house again idkkk