I'm trying decide for college to be art therapist or a computer engineer. Ive loved art since a kid but I'm no good at it. I really enjoy it though and want to help people. The thing is I'm very pick yourself up by the boot straps sort of therapist not the Bob Ross type. I need to work on my language and anger issues to not be too stern or possibly scare a client if I get angry at them for fucking their life up. Like that I need to work on more phrasing for that.

I also interrupt people and tell them what to do too much.

I want to be a computer engineer because Ive thought it was interesting in high school and wanted to develop that interest further. Like coding always seemed like such a cool skill to have and fixing computers seems really fun too. I never done it though. Also I'm not the sharpest crayon in the box and I know engineering is one of the hardest work you can do. I was bullied before for being stupid so I kinda want to prove everyone wrong to be smart if I go to the smart school and get my smart job too.