I keep going thru the whirlwind of emotions of feeling stuck & wanting to be grateful. I came from a job where it was pure chaos, I was working 55 hours nearly at a minimum to only be keeping somewhat afloat. I am now at a job where I practically sit around and wait until the attorneys need something (printing documents, supply requests, creating binded documents for court). Some days I want to be grateful because I’m getting paid fairly well, to kind of be on standby. However, I feel useless. I feel I’m losing my morale. My old job I was a supervisor, and almost felt successful at the end of day, because I had a time crunch that I had to get nearly 5,000 pieces of mail out by a certain time. I don’t know where to go from here, I love the environment of where I work, but I hate not doing anything some days. When I’m tired or hungover, it’s an employees dream come true. I was thinking of data analyst, because I enjoy problem solving or feeling accomplished. I want to know and feel like I was a part of something that had to be resolved. I honestly and truly don’t know where to go from here. Thanks for letting me ramble if anyone has gotten this far, but wondering if anyone else feels or has any insight regarding same.