I (23F) am at a loss right now. I went to college for pre nursing right after high school and I dropped out because I was failing the same classes over and over and was in a very toxic place. While I was out of school I got a job being a janitor and figured out next steps.

I decided to go into a trade and got a job working as an electrical apprentice for an industrial company. I enjoyed it somewhat but I hated the hours I was working 5-10s and 8hrs on Saturday and I was extremely overwhelmed. I joined the union to get better schooling and hopefully less hours and now that I’m in the union I feel absolute dread every time I think about work and the whole time I’m there. Going from industrial work to commercial has been hard and the idea of doing this for the next 30 years makes me dread existing. I’m still working 50 hrs a week but I atleast get weekends off now. I have no hobbies anymore.

I want to be a mother one day and I feel so worried that this job won’t allow that to happen very easily. I’m thinking about trying to find a WFH job but after looking online a little I feel lost. I really don’t know what to do. I have no idea what I’d rather be doing. I’ve always been good at math but I don’t have any career passion. Any advice would be helpful.