Been in software for 8 years.

My mental health has been steadily decreasing and, at times, I am severely anxious and depressed.

I’ve always known deep down that this isn’t the career for me, but I’m pulling phat paychecks and I’m told I’m good at what I do.

I have about $200,000 in savings/stock market. I feel I should have twice that much by my age, but I got a late start on my career (started at 29).

Before this, I was in teaching. I was so happy back then, I loved working every day. I would have taught for free, I loved it that much. I felt turned on, joyful, open to other humans. But the pay was very low.

Now I feel constantly sad, depressed, lonely, burnt out, careless, hopeless.

Anyway, I’m looking for an out. I would love to go back into teaching, but I’m worried I’m squandering my lucrative career, and therefor my future.

This really feels like a heart vs head thing. Any advice?

Would I be a fool to cast this hefty paycheck aside and go back to something I really loved, but then put my retirement and savings on the line?