I am in the paperwork phase of getting assistance from BRAD(Black River Area Development) in Pocahontas, Arkansas. However, things recently changed so fast that I'm kind of stuck.

list of issues:
- I don't have a valid ID.
-I don't have my Birth Certificate.
-New Landlord and potential raise in rent from 600(my income is SSI)
-My mom moved suddenly, as I can't take care of her. My relatives assumed care for her.

- I am a week in since on my own, and I'm still cleaning up after her departure with only two days notice, a week out from rent due.(long story short, and to not embarrass her, I had to tell my mom constantly she can't do certain things that put us at risk of getting in trouble. I'm in that trouble now.)

- I'm not able to catch up, still trying to acquire tools to speed up cleaning. I ache all over from years of caregiving and neglecting my own care to care for her.

-I have a gofundme a friend set up to help, but my account is negative from buying things she needed. But I can't find places to share it.

-I have two days until rent week and new lease.

- I couldn't keep up with a couple bills, just water and internet is kept up so I have a means to reach out for emergencies with an internet phone number and facebook(friends help where they can).

-I'm not sure I'll have anywhere to turn if I become homeless if the landlord doesn't let me stay to find a room mate. I can afford rent, it's just going to take less than a month, but longer than the current week to find someone.

I can get rent help for two months, to get a fresh start, but it takes time to get approved. I want to live more independent, like I used to. But it's a new world, in a way. It will take time to find where to start. But I'm so messed up from years of caregiving, I'm stuck. I'm stuck in fear. and now the fear is homelessness with nowhere to go. But I can't have my mom move back in. She needs help I cannot provide when I have trouble helping myself.

What do I do? How can I find a moment of reprieve aside from meeting the fundraiser goal and waiting for paperwork to clear? I'm so stuck, I'm terrified and shaking I'm so scared. I can't leave the house, I'm scared I'll miss something, that I'll lose everything. Gas is about to be shut off, and it's still winter. and I can't even begin to describe the loss of hope I'm feeling.

Thank you for your time.