So for starters I grew up with my mom who is a libra, she never validated my feelings, never emotionally cared for me and overall wasn’t the best mother. At first I thought it was a mom thing but I’ve befriended various libras and dated one and they hurt me in similar ways. Due to that and me being a cap I feel like I’m overly sensitive and extremely detached when meeting new people because my fear of being hurt. It’s easy for me to meet and get along with classmates and co workers but creating long lasting relationships and friendships has always been a struggle for me. I isolate myself because life gets too much to handle but when I desperately need to talk to someone I get upset when no one is here for me. I can’t effectively communicate my feelings because I don’t wanna hurt theirs so I don’t say anything at all. I’ve been suffering in silence my whole life and it’s cause me to be depressed and hate life in general. If anyone have any similar experiences or tips I’d love to hear them. Some of my other placements are Taurus moon, aqua rising, Scorpio Mars, Pisces Venus and Capricorn mercury