I just joined this sub. Im a cap guy. 22, African American, 12/29/2000. Dad kicked the bucket in 21'. Birthdays always sucked in some way but ik this one coming up is gonna suck something different. I was reading around and I peeped out that I wasn't alone n shi with the horrible birthday bullshit. Ik a little about astrology. I'm a occult practitioner I use the astrological timing to plan my rituals but i'm still a regular ass nigga despite that. Ik just about enough to speak the language so to speak and all around I just want to try and facilitate a support group of some sort for the upcoming month and ultimately make more earth sign friends. Ik that last part sounds space racist but the hoodoo discord group i'm in rn to learn more about traditional ATR practices is honestly toxic asf and full of flaky aloof sociopathic air signs. Ik we're ruled by saturn so we can have our own breed of dark tendencies but I genuinely have had it with all the gemini/libra bullshit I want to bash my head against the wall till I looks like Harry Potter after Hermoine fucked up his face in the Deathly Hallows Part 1. I need people that are fucking grounded in some way shape or form and I figure I can knock more than a few birds out with one stone.

I potentially get new semi-grounded earth sign friends that ***get it***. You/we all get some form of a close-ish knit community to help us all thug it out and make light of the fucked up time of year it is. We may or may not in-directly keep someone from offing themselves. We all curb the horrid loneliness we all deal with at one point or another. We all get a safe place to be ourselves with people that in some way shape or form get each other simply by the similarities of fuck shit we've survived.

Bleh I hate how I sound in my head when I read over all of this but yeah I hope niggas see my good intentions n shit and this gets some form of traction in some way shape or form.

App recommendations in terms of where to host said typa group are welcome although Geneva, discord, and even Twitter communities are all options. I have a zoom commercial account so I can also host calls or spaces to just chill n kick the shit/vent/or whatever TF else idfk I just can't survive this time around with the period of terminal lonliness i'm currently trudging through. I hope I don't come across as self centered. In a way I am doing this for myself but ik that there are likely others that need what I need so i'm hoping that I hit a cord of some sort and get alot of interaction with this idea in general because my gut tells me i'm not the only Cap in here that feels this way.

Also i'm a Scorpio Rising, Sag sun, Cap moon (vedic)