So I am currently a student at uni and since schools are close to each other here I saw one of the four girls who bullied me all throughout high school. I got so nervous and when she saw me she started laughing and probably told her new friends about the shit they did to make my high school life hell. I still haven’t made friends due to low self esteem. At that moment all the memories came back and I felt as if I was the helpless nerd crying in the bathroom again. I remembered the times they threatened me so I would do something for them, when they randomly push me, when they constantly body shame me for being too skinny just because they have toned bodies and stuff. I don’t want advice or anything I just want to vent.