Hey [21M] I just now got my heart broken again and it has really gotten me mad this time. We were together for a couple of months and I messed up, it was thanksgiving week and I work in the produce department of a grocery store so we were very busy. I worked long shifts and wanted to relax when I got home so I played video games a lot and I didn’t text them for a week. I know I messed up bad but they gave me another chance. So for the past two months I’ve been leaving them good morning messages to wake up to and always checked up on them, for one sentence replies and just an obvious lack of wanting to be there but I kept trying to make things better. It lasted until now, yesterday was my birthday and all I really wanted was to spend time with them for once so we can actually be together and all I got was”Happy Birthday” I was devastated and today I brought it up thinking that for the past two months I just haven’t been enough and then we argued, saying that I’m always blaming them and I’m saying that the blame should be split, I know I messed up but they were out of the picture too. And now I’m alone again and I’m honestly shaking as I type this. I really did love and care about them but I couldn’t keep going on and on like that, it was like talking to a wall. There’s a lot of stuff that I’m not saying for privacy reasons but none of that would make a huge difference anyways I don’t think. Maybe it would, if someone is curious then just ask. Thanks for listening if anyone did listen that is😅😞