I just found out I'm pregnant and I'm very unsure of how to proceed from here. I don't want to keep it because now isn't the time but I'm unsure of how abortions and the process work. The dad isn't in my life anymore and I don't really want to tell him for fear that he'll try to force me to keep it or spread this info around. Is there a specific place that can help me? I also need to do it secretly because if any of my family found out, I'd be looked down on. I'm 21, but my parents are letting me live with them and paying for my schooling and I just can't have this baby right now

Edit: Thank you to everyone for your help and advice, but for those of you who are DMing me and telling me to not abort, please stop. And I'm sorry but I don't want to go the adoption route so please don't message me about giving this "baby" to you.