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OMG.. I'm just ready to give up. I feel like I'm killing myself. I've already done 12 weeks of chemotherapy carboplatin,taxol, keytruda . now this 2nd round of chemo (adriamycin & cytoxan) is messing me up. I had my first infusion and it was horrible. I only have 3 more to go but I'm so scared. I don't even want to go back. None understands what I'm feeling. I was fine before all this. I'm tired of everyone saying I got this.... I don't I wish everyone would stop thinking of as a strong woman. I need a really human to understand what I'm talking about. I feel like a test rat Bullshit
Right there with you. Chemo #2 (TCx4) is on Wed and I hit my wall last week. Fuuuuuck this. My hair is starting to fall out & is getting progressively worse each day. My boobs are gone. My estrogen is dwindling. I was supposed to get married next month, SO glad we pushed the wedding up but seriously…I’m a newlywed. I’m meant to be feeling sexy right now and instead I feel decades older than I should. So FUCK THIS.
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I know people are coming from a good place but all that shit feels a little condescending coming from people who don’t have a deadly disease & have no fucking clue what we’re going through. If they spent more than a second thinking about how we’re feeling they’d realize there is no choice and that doesn’t make us strong warriors, it makes us just stubborn enough to not wanna die 🙃