So I have been looking for a new job for the past few months now, hardcore style. Before, It had just been Willy-nilly but a few months ago the fate of my company looked glum. So I've had a few phone interviews, mostly declined notices. But then this one place had a second phone interview. And then an actual in person. It was looking promising.

I got the email today that they are no longer considering me. I was trying so hard to not get my hopes up but I still ended up doing it. I'm not happy right now, I ugly cried in the car on the way home from my current work. I just don't want to do this anymore. I'm tired of always being either unqualified or over qualified. I have a degree. I should be able to get something that pays decent.

I'm drinking some wine tonight so that's nice at least. Thanks for letting me rant.

Edit: I really want to thank you guys for all the encouragement and support. It really does mean a lot to me. I'm still not back to my normal self but I know it'll be back soon. I'll definitely update should I make anymore progress with any other avenues/offers.