Tomorrow...I turn in my TRO against my soon to be ex husband. A document that will now include our daughter; and three months of 2 hours supervised visits.

Then why....do I feel horrible? Why do I feel like I'm ruining my husband's life? Why do I feel like I am not making the right decision? My friend tells me it's because I've been "conditioned" with years of at the very least, emotional abuse. Sure there's some physical in there too, but nothing within the last year. My lawyer point blank told me my husband has done mental health damage to our daughter by exposing her to our fights, having her see me beg for him to take me home etc. That the things my daughter has said would prompt her to take her kid to inpatient mental health ASAP. I feel shady, duplicitous and deceptive. Why doesn't this feel like "victory".