I'm venting. I know I should leave him, but I'm still trying to get a stupid job.

Last week, he got a UTI. I was so triggered by this because I remember him making dehumanizing comments about my pregnant and postpartum body (if I were breastfeeding, my breasts would work). He was all upset about his stupid UTI and I had to keep my composure and fawn when I really wanted to cry because he's a POS. His mom got involved and she instantly jumps into her weird wife-mommy mode trying to help him arrange his scripts and rides. She stresses him out and I just don't care anymore. I ordered meds for him. They worked. I'm so mad and condescending because I remember all of the times this fuck wouldn't help me wash a dish after having a c section. How he makes fun of my postpartum hair loss and now, when he has burning penis from a UTI, the world stops. He also quit his job today lmao he has new job lined up and he's there now. He says his boss was gaslighting him. Hahahahaha I just chuckle.

I hate my life. I took my Scrum Master courses. He asked me what a Scrum Master was. He proceeds to tell me that that sounds "impractical and fucking stupid and that it's a waste of time because I don't have a paycheck". Meanwhile, his parents want him to go back to school but they don't know how he'll get it done because he works. Lmao I put myself through school while working 2 remote jobs studying SWE and raising 3 of his kids hahaha I get all of the expectations and none the peace. So, he tells me that I lost his sweater since I'm in charge of the laundry and called me the "Laundry Master". Turns out, he left his sweater at work. When I wanted him to acknowledge how mean he is, he tells me to "not be a cunt". I'd kill for male companionship and an actual job. This blows.