I just recently left an abusive relationship, both physical and emotional. I don't know how to stay away. He has been texting me all day and night about changing and doing this and that. I'm slowly falling for it. Im currently at the couch at my moms with my son and it sucks. I have no money, no car, nothing. It has been much harder than I had anticipated finding a job which sucks. I feel like a burden here at my moms with my siblings because I have a crazy and loud 3 year old they aren't used too. and also my 3 YO doesn't understand what's going on and just wants to go home to his dada.

He wants to talk about he can change and wants to have a night alone to talk to me. He has been texting me ALL day and night this past day about me coming home. I have stayed gone for 2 weeks and he has been nothing but horribly petty and mean to me. Now all of a sudden he wants to talk about his wrong doings and change. I feel myself falling for it and I don't want too.

How can I stay gone? How can I stay away from him for good? I'm scared I am just going to give in.