Saw a cute guy at my school and my brain couldn’t stop thinking about him even though I thought I was straight ig. Turns out I get his insta we have a great day of talking then I’m ghosted hard with the “I’m busy” this this and that. He keeps telling me we will talk later and allat but lo and behold yesterday I get the message that he don’t wanna hang out with me like he was talking about or none of that. I took a break from class and as I was walking the halls I had to go into the bathroom cause tears were just rolling out. I tried to turn my AirPods onto max volume so I can drown out my thoughts but still tears were just falling down my face. Especially thinking about someone else being the one to pipe him down and hear him moan and make him silly juice. So am I cooked?