Hello all!

I'm a 20 year old submissive trans woman from Massachusetts. I am a full time student for now, with plans to become an educator. I'm an anarchist, if that means anything. I'm deeply interested in history and political theory (poltical realities mostly scare me). I enjoy watching youtube videos about tech, games, and mysteries. I'm slow to get into shows, and I'm very behidn on pop culture. I listen to all sorts of music, including the ones people who say that say is their exception, though my favorites are increasingly various flavors of punk. I like to make people laugh, and I have serious issues about validation I need to deal with.

I'm currently 6'4" and 270 lbs. I can look pretty alright from angles. 8 months on hormones has got me growing a pretty soft set of boobs, and a what is increasingly growing to be a bubble butt. My dick is an average length, a good thickness, and I have a big set of balls, though I happen to be a mostly a bottom.

I'm looking for a romantic relationship. I would prefer someone around 18-25, but I'm flexible, it's just that if I have an official partner I really love, it would be nice to introduce them to my mom without having to explain a 20 year age gap. I've honestly never been in one before. I've honestly never been with a woman before. Honestly, I haven't done much besides sucking stranger's dicks on grindr and sexting about my kinky fantasies with people on the internet. So I'd like to give an honest, loving, emotional connection a try. Near or far, I want to find someone whose life I can try light up like they light up mine.

And, as the title implies, I might have a deep urge for the person I'm with to be into dominating and cucking me. I adore the idea of watching someone I love and care for down to my heart getting fucked hard by someone without that connection. I don't think traditional ideas of loyalty are vital to a relationship, but I want to put that belief to the test. To strain at the fibers of the love and trust that we nurture. Whether it's in person, or over a video call because you need a dick that isn't a country away. I just adore the thought so much, it makes me ache.

I should note with that, that for some reason, it hits harder and better for me when the one I'm dating is taking the recieving role. Not sure why, maybe its my internalized outdated ideas of sex of power forced on me for society, but there is some sort of extra hit of degredation seeing my lover penetrated as opposed to pentrating another. Though, I can't say a pure top would be a deal breaker.

I don't think I'll necessary end up getting what I want from this post, but feel free to send me a message and prove me wrong.

I heavily prefer orange envolopes as opposed to reddit chats. My mobile client doesn't support reddit chats. Anyone who uses them over private messages will face the wrath of me being a bit more picky with them.