Hi,

A little about myself...

I was raised very religious and anything to do with sex was taboo growing up. Once I became an adult I began discovering my kinks but I was very ashamed and kept it secret, watching videos online to get off. Fast forward a few years, got married, had kids, and bought a house. It was "ok" for a while but never really found complete satisfaction in the bedroom. Now after my last child was born, 7 years ago, I haven't had any real intimacy because my wife has completely lost her sex drive. Not that she had much of one anyway. She never initiated anything and when we did have sex she would just lay there asking if I was "almost done", anything I tried to try and spice things up in the bedroom she wanted nothing to do with. So I attempted to initiate less and less to the point where I've been unwillingly celibate for probably over 5 years now. I now rely completely on online content to get off. So it's purely a marriage of convenience now due to the house and the kids but we are essentially roomates now. We don't even share the same bed anymore. I fell into a depression and started eating unhealthy and almost completely stopped excersising. Gained a ton of weight. Doesn't help that I have a job that isn't very physically demanding although it does pay well. None of this is an excuse, just wanted to share a little history of myself. But yeah, that pretty much sums me up in a nutshell.

What I'm looking for...

EXCITEMENT! LoL

I want to start eating healthy again and work out regularly. I would love a fit woman who wants to be a workout buddy and keep me motivated and on track with my health goals. We could go on walks together or go hiking who knows, maybe something more could grow from the arrangement. I'm just sick of being depressed and I'm ready to change! I want to feel excitement in the bedroom again! I have a serious thing for fit females wearing stockings or socks who like to be told what to do. I'm a sucker for white socks! I'm very very new to the kink world and have never experienced anything kinky myself, just what I've been drawn to online. I do work nights so I am available during the day and weekends. Would you like to help me discover myself? DM me and let's see if we can make something happen!