You don't know how nervous I am writing this, lol.
I'm a newly single trans girl who's 20, pretty thin, 5'4, black, and generally energetic. I'd say I bring a nice scoop of chaotic energy to the lives of my loved ones. They love it, but I repeatedly hear "bestie no", but also who said I was that smart anyway lmao
I was talking to my ex and I realized that I am actually way more attracted to women than I thought I was. I didn't quite understand what I was feeling, but I will say...I've been staring at Tate McRae for like 3 weeks straight and it finally smacked me in the face that I actually DID want to make out with her.
So I decided I wanted to take the dive, and just ask to hang. I'm really nervous because it's only recently that I've started to feel comfortable in my body, and I'm terrified from hearing from my fellow gals that I'm actually garbage or something...please be gentle with me? I have some photos on my profile you can check out to see if you're interested also! Hopefully that should stem the amount of fear I'm holding in me right now and the general stress that comes with not knowing what someone looks like.
I'm a bit of an odd gal. I love the color pink, but I'm also a car girl who's kind of a stoner. When I'm not working, I'm a little high and dancing around to Tate McRae usually (I recently discovered THINK LATER and I just can't stop playing it.). I like shitty pop music, R&B, electronic and post-hardcore rock. Hanging out with me is like having a gay friend except she's one of the girls. I tend to "she" most everything, it's just a habit I've picked up. My voice is a little low, but half of the time I get told that someone didn't even notice so I'll let you be the judge. I'm also very very tech savvy (a bit of a techie) and if especially you're a stem girl, god please hit me up.
I'd feel comfortable if you've had experience with a trans girl, but even if not, I'd just want to take it uber slow. If you're the kind of person who does not like dicks at all, I am probably not the right fit for you. My gal is unfortuntately stuck with me for now, but I don't like playing with her all that much anyway so I tell most people to leave it alone unless they're particularly interested. I don't want to have sex really, and definitely not at first. I want to keep it very soft and sweet. I just want to enjoy your company.
Let's play some music, maybe bake some brownies, talk garbage for hours on end, and then when we're a little wiped just kinda fall into each other's arms. I wanna look in your eyes and see you. I wanna shower you in the sweetest kisses. Dance around while we play shitty pop music. Tell me about all your interests and hobbies. Show me all of your art. Let me take really nice photos of you for your camera roll (I have an instant camera and a digital!). I just wanna make you happy for a little.
I travel wherever, but I have a housemate so I'm unable to bring anyone home with me. That said, if I gotta take you on a midnight drive to test the vibes, I totally will. No pressure though. Lemme know if you find me intriguing at all!
Also if you are a man and still want to message me after this, good luck with that lol.
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