It's 5 pm and I'm high, sorry if the writing is a little much.
20, 5'4", black, 108lbs, small trans girl.
If you've seen my other post about me "hanging out" with my ex, you know basically how I feel about it. It feels weird and wrong and like you're just stretching something out that shouldn't be. Sure, he's cool, but I want him out of my bed. I've been trying to find some "friends" (everyone knows you don't really find friends on br4r) in the hopes that I'll have better people to hang out with, but the company of a good man is hard to find. Especially when you want to lay with him after and have it not be awkward, you're hunting for a rare gem at that point. However, it's cold, and I'm cold, and humans are warm, y'now? The hunt never truly stops.
I'm curious.
Are you a soft guy? Very gentle and gentlemanly, but with a dark side that likes pushing someone into submission? Have you ever had a girl under you and felt like you were holding rough affection back? Like you wanted to dig in and bite, but it wasn't the vibe? I'm quite interested if this is how you feel. I want to help you let your energy out all over me.
Maybe that's not you, but small trans girls sound right up your alley. I'm just interested to know your thoughts. Tell me what your ideal night out looks like with someone. Tell me what your casual night in looks like. Brownies or cookies? How deeply you'd like to put me in my place below you? Give me something to talk to the girls about after Christmas dinner.
I write too much, I swear. If you like my writing and ramblings though, hit me up. I can't host but I do travel, so give me some tidbits about you and we'll pontificate about the state of love and lust. Or like I said last time, maybe we'll just get ice cream.
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