If you want the somewhat embarrassing details you can check my profile, I honestly have no shame, I just want to feel better...

I do not have private health insurance and thus have been going to a local community health center that has referred me to BMC, who's first available appointment is in February.

I'm in that situation where I'm now waiting months to see a specialist where doctor's offices literally are just telling me "if it gets really bad return to Urgent Care or go to the ER" which is like, unhelpful...

Anyways, Merry Christmas and sorry for making this post, I just don't know what else to do.

TLDR: It feels like someone drove a bus into my crotch and I can't see a specialist until February.