I grew up watching Boogie on YouTube throughout my late primary school and early to mid high school years. His Francis videos in particular always made me laugh so much. Hel, I even felt genuinely sorry for him when he made his videos detailing his childhood and the trauma and abuse he went through with his mother. But then we found out that much like Batman being Bruce Wayne's true self, Francis was actually his true self and Boogie was the mask.

I genuinely had hope for him and his future when he got the gastric bypass surgery, when he got his rotted and broken teeth removed and replaced with brand new ones, when he won his video game award etc. I actually thought that he had some hope and positivity on the horizon.

But then as we all know, things went downhill and FAST! He lost pretty much all his money in Crypto and what he didn't invest he blew on hookers and all manner of other crazy stuff, he nearly killed someone with a gun on his front porch and had to turn himself in for it and is now a convicted felon, he put back on almost all the weight that he lost from his surgery, he treated his ex-wife like shit and probably every other women he has been with since, he has said some truly horrible and awful things online while streaming on Twitch and YouTube that you can tell are not jokes, he faked having cancer and I genuinely could go on and on. I mean just watch Mike Clum's documentary if you wanna know more if you haven't seen it already. It's a really good and interesting watch actually.

So my question is, is anyone else just as surprised as I am that he has not died or been killed yet? Literally for the past few years I am genuinely shocked that he has not had a heart attack or stroke due to his weight or been attacked and killed by someone in the street or at a convention for the things he has said online or even just straight up killed himself. It's no secret that he has tried to kill himself MANY TIMES and he also makes no secret of the fact of how much pain he is in all the time, both physically, mentally, emotionally and psychologically, so it really shocks me that he has not passed away yet from any number of the things I just mentioned or even from something else entirely.

I mean, we know his YouTube career and all of his social media platforms are dead and he can barely crack 10K uploads on a video these days despite having still close to 4 million subscribers, but is it only a matter of time before we hear in the news that he has either died of natural causes or has taken his own life? It really would not surprise me to read that in the news even before this year is done, especially with his massive outbursts that he had while in an interview with KeemStar a few weeks ago.

I don't know, I guess it just saddens and upsets me to know that one of the biggest YouTubers that I idoled growing up has turned out to be a god awful piece of shit the entire time and had everything he could have ever wanted, but chose to flush it all down the shitter. I used to feel sorry for him and cheer him on and hope that he would have better days ahead of him. Now I genuinely couldn't care less. I mean I hope that he doesn't die, but all I'm saying is that if it does happen, I will just be shocked that it didn't happen years sooner.