Why are we always the bottom

I’m 29 from Ohio but live in Texas for two years now. I had a good childhood and had both my parents in my life and a good foundation of family growing up and went to college and got my degree, got a good job and have a passport that has 7 stamps 4 different continents.

I enjoy anime, video games, sports, going out on occasions, general fun and open mindedness as long as it’s legal and ethical. No criminal background and I treat everyone with respect.

I say all of this because it’s been awful just dating in the US and even trying to make friends has been awful in San Antonio, the amount of disrespect and insults I been hurled towards is ridiculous and I’m sick of it and it’s the US in general and different countries towards black men.

I’m just tired of dealing with bottom of the barrel women and having to settle for bbws and single mothers or bad hygiene because we’re black and we will settle for anything that comes our way. I’m sick of this rhetoric and I see why a lot of black men especially in the US are getting passports and going out the country. If I can get a job that’s 100 percent remote I will be gone too, so many Hispanics, whites, the light skin mixed black women, and most cultures disregard black men and makes sure they raised they’re daughters to not fuck with us for a serious relationship Or marriage but only secret flings Or fetishes but then getting ghosted.

I’m just tired and I feel like it’s going to get worse for us, unless your an athlete, entertainer, rich, Mandingo hung or have that street mentality and swag shit regular black dudes will always get the shaft and put to the side unless you look like Chris brown or Drake or those European looking brothers if your not white or exotic guys. I’m sorry I’m just frustrated with my life and not having the support system in this city I have to go Reddit to express my frustration and feelings without the who hurt you, go get therapy snide remarks.