2018 has been a shit show for me. In these 11 months I have been through unemployment, job interviews and various rejections, I had an abortion and a STI, I’m still harboring feelings for a guy whose in a relationship (he possibly got me pregnant...that whole situation was an emotional roller coaster), coming out as pansexual, financial issues and cutting ties with my best friend of 13 years who talked so much shit about me behind my back and put a horrible reputation on my name.

But I finally got a temp job in retail in which I am hoping to bust my ass in and get into corporate retail. I am doing a little better now. I’m a bit more optimistic.

My goal now for 2019 is to completely do a 360 for myself . I want to become more interested and do things that even surprise myself. I want to end my lifestyle as a single, promiscuous woman and try to get into my first serious romantic relationship. Of course by not forcing it but try by doing me and trying a little harder to actively date. Take dance lessons. Build better relationships with friends and family. Get into therapy. And of course travel a bit more. Last but not least pay my debts and get a car!