But being a black women and working as a plumbing apprentice just idk. I like what I do and prefer this side of the workforce. But it gets overwhelming working with white guys so much. Now I hope that isn’t racist but sometimes I want to be around my people.

Now this post isn’t about white ppl directly it’s just one factor. I feel so out of touch with myself as a black woman. I have no friends and don’t really have much to do. I live in a small town. I just feel like snail with no shell. I don’t even really know myself or what I like. Well I do in a way but not like you other girls. Ya seem so put together and know for sure what you want. I wish I had that. Ok vent over.