I (21M) am in therapy. I’m about to move into a group home. I have found my philosophy, Nietzschean Marxism, after reading Nietzsche’s “Beyond Good and Evil” and synthesizing the ideas of master-slave morality and will to power into my Marxist dialectical materialist analysis of history, capitalism, and man’s fluid nature (my idea of man’s nature is similar to the Buddhist idea of non-self or the Nietzschean idea of ego in-flux) and thus making an Egoistic Marxism similar to the anarcho-egoism of Max Stirner. And I found my religion, LaVeyan Satanism, after reading “The Satanic Bible.” I have a boyfriend now. Everything is looking up and up.