I know that loving yourself is the utmost priority, but it's just never enough for me. I'm already giving myself tons of love from doing my passion, treating myself w things I want, and even loving my imperfections. But I'm still far from being fulfilled.

Not sure if I have so much more love to give or I'm just doing it wrong; I honestly don't know. What I do know is that I'd be ecstatic to have someone to give love to (and receive from ofc)

I just want someone I can tell my day about and share even the smallest achievements I get to do. I've never really opened up to most people, and I think that's why I'm craving for someone to show my whole self to.

Most of the guys I fall for are either straight or taken, and I uphold my moral standards in respecting their sexuality and relationships. I just don't know anymore tbh. I'm considering dating apps, but it just feels unnatural for me. Plus it's very risky since you won't actually know who they are personally before multiple meet-ups. I honestly don't know what to do; does anyone have thoughts on this? Thank you very much :<