Married and monogamous, 15 years. Last MM experience was prior to my relationship with my wife. My only outlet for my bisexuality is porn or when my wife and I are feeling kinky enough to fool around with pegging or something. I often feel the want to explore my bi-side when my cycle peaks but of course refrain from doing so. My only outlets videos or self stimulation.

Seemingly, with most cycles, there's a time when all I watch it MM porn, all sorts too, but I'm never not turned on by or distracted with my wife. I know my attractions lean heavily towards women but extremely so when I'm not in a cycle. My male attractions drop to almost zero and I'm not even aroused by MM videos at all. In short, it's weird. I know I'm bisexual, but I kinda feel like I'm going through some sort of reversion of my bisexual awakening, possibly because it's just something I wasn't able to explore. I dont feel stigmatized either, I'm open with my wife and a few select friends. Anyhow, just venting but if anyone has any thoughts or comments, I'd like to hear them...